Jayd(bf) died in 3 of my dreams in a row. then after that i killed myself
this is the 1st dream:
jayd and i were walking across this really huge bridge where the trains go underneath when this loony guy is driving then he shoots jayd. im then on the ground seeing if hes still alive and shouting for help but nobody seemed to hear me. Hes stopped breathing then I stand up, look at him, told him i while keep the promise(i told him before if he dies i die) then i jump off the bridge. All i remember was that it was hard to open my eyes and when i did i was awake and crying =[
the secound one:
jayds mom called me from the hospital saying that jayd really wanted to talk to me(something happend and i didnt know about it and the hospital apeard behind me somehow)
i ran inside and saw his mom sobbing, so i asked her where he was. She pointed up but i ignored her cuz i saw him in a glass room.
they said he was dead and i got a rose from a vase and threw it ontop of him. Then i jumped off the hospital bilding but before i got to the bottom i woke up.
the 3rd dream:
i woke up in the hospital with tubes all over.
i saw my mom on the side of me who looked like she needed sleep.
so i ask her weres jayd
she looks down and says hes not with us anymore and by saving me he ended his life
so i was shaking and crying
then i saw the machine that somehow was conected to me and it had liquid cords(i saw on a movie that a person died by puting air into one of them) then i looked at my mom and said i was sorry then i pulled the cord….but then i woke up
WHY DO I ALWAys WAKE UP! lol
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You seem to be unsure of Jayd’s loyalty to you. You worry that his feelings for you are dying. You place a great deal of importance on your relationship and worry that you are not getting the same in return.
You also worry that if you and he break up that you won’t recover from the grief of it. People don’t truly die of broken hearts, but even the tiniest one seems like the end of the world.
You wake up because of the physical stress of your thoughts in the dream. It stimulates you enough to bring you out of it.
You will worry bout him too much and u see than it.
U wake up because u wake up