I swear my mother is crazy or looney in someway or the other, im not just saying this becuase we dont really get along.i have three older sisters and two little brothers, as a child i adored my mother i thought the world of her i wanted to be just like her i thought everyone loved the person that she was (but that was me looking at her threw the eyes of a child ) my sisters and i learned at a younge age that there was something different about our mother, say for instense we would be at wal-mart and take a box of cookies up to her and ask if we can uy them she replied no you cant have those bananas weird huh? but all the real drama started when i was about thirteen my mother started asking me o go places with her wich was strange cause she never waned anything really to do with me, but i didnt care i loved her and was excited that she was finally choosing me over my older sisters. so we went everywhere together then she started going to this guys house alot and she would take me with her , i had known this guy from when i was younger he would always come to the house cause i thought he was friends with my oldest sister hes not that much older then her. so when we would go to this gus house mom would always tell me not to tell any one where we went that it was our secret, i liked that i liked that me and mom had secrets i felt special ….she didnt want me to tell my dad , at the time i dint know that mom was cheating on dad i thought we were just going places that we werent , and she knew i would never tell my dad cause she drilled it into my head that he was a evil and horrible person that didnt love me and that little girls should only love there mommys so i grew up hating my dad . which no i am greatly sorry for . but any ways my mom started taking me with her every night and she would tell my dad that i needed to go to the store for something so we would go to this guys house or his mechanic shop i would sit in one room they would leave and go to another one i would sit by myself for hours wondering what are they doing she did this to me for two years everynight we would say we were going somewhere ,,, dad wasnt stupid he knew, she would keep me out till like 4 or five in the morning i did horrible in school i failed alot of classes cause i would always be so tired, i finally realized that she didnt love me she was just using me , using me for an excuse to get out of the house. so i stoped going places with her wich made her mad and we stared fighting alot i didnt care i wanted my life back ,my sisters hated me cause they knew what was going on and wanted me to tell my dad but i just couldt i was ashamed . mom began to lie so much that i think she would believe in her own lies , and she will lie about the most stupidest things like one day i asked her what did she eat for lunch i knew she had nothing she said she said i had subway . just stupid crap, on my sisters graduation day mom mom asked me if i needed anything from walmart i told her hair spray she left we didnt see her for three months no phone call nothing it was my dad and sister and 2 little brothers my dad tried so hard to be a dad and a mom at the same time but we were all happy cause she left things were great mom and dad didnt fight anymore cause there was no mom to fight with then one day she came back then left the next then a month later she came back again five days before christmas , my dad had not drank in over 10 years and hat night for some reason he drank alot i really dont know what happened that night i was at a friends but i assume they had been fighting he was drunk he got in his truck left the house and approximetly 30 sec from our house he wrecked and died , the sick part to my story when something like that happens the state takes pictures of the accident and one day like a year after the acciendent my mom came to pick me up to take me to my sisters dress fitting for her wedding and im riding in the car and i needed to put something in the glove box i go to open it and mom says there are pictures of your dad in there you want to see them i was thinking they were happy good pictures , keep in mind my little brothers are in the back seat i open the envolope and its pictures of the wreck with my dad layin on the gound bloody just horrible im thinking how you stupid ***** how could u let me see these . i took them and gave them to my boyfiend to burn i didnt want anyone else to ever see what i had saw.she is sick in the head some how some way .also after dad died my mom tells my that he wasnt even my dad that my dad lives in tennese which was true but she never told my dad that died that he wasnt my father and the guy she would always go see in the begging of the story she told me that he is the father to my 2 little bothers . thats somemessed up stuff , plus its been almost 3 years since dad died and she lies to people constantly about stupid stuff i think she does it because dad is not here anmore for her to lie to so she

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