Is This Messed Up Or What?? (conversation Between Father And Son)?
February 28, 2010
the following conversation happened between my father and I from 6:36am and 7:00am
let it be noted that my father and I are both very capable of proper english but like the majority of people on the internet
we use the internet lingo lol.
for safety reasons ive removed actual names and such.
12/29/2009 6:36:55 AM
SON:anyways i think im gonna do that phoenix thing if jcc dont start workin
FATHER: ITS NOT THE SAME THING
SON: what you mean?
FATHER: COLLEGE IS A SOCIAL THING
SON: you know i dont give a s*** about socializing i just want the degree dad
FATHER: NOT SOCIAL LIVING BEHIND A COMPUTER SCREEN
SON: cuz once i get my degree i can piss on all the a**holes that made fun of me and said im never gonna have anything in life
FATHER: U STILL HAVE TO LEARN HOW 2 WORK WITH OTHERS AFTER YOU GO TO WORK
SON: i know that
FATHER: I KNOW YOU LIKE BUCKING THE SYSTEM
SON: yes and you also know that like our great grandfather , i like to be the conductor of the orchestra not the pissant piccolo player
SON: and besides more than 30% (*estimate*) of all successful major business owners started “behind a computer screen”, i mean look at bill gates an the guys who created yahoo
*a few minutes went by*
FATHER: DO YOU REALLY FEEL THAT LUCKY
SON: in a sense yes, but the question i ask myself is do i feel that smart?
SON: and the answer i tell myself is yes
FATHER: WELL I CAN ONLY HOPE YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOU TURN FORTY
SON: i pride myself on coming from a long line of what society calls “wizards” (*people that have a certain talent for things*) theres you, and grampa, and plenty of others
SON: and what if i become successful hows it gonna make you feel that you didnt support me
SON: ?
FATHER: IDK I JUST WANT YOU TO COME DOWN TO EARTH WHERE REALITY REALLY IS
SON: dad honestly how far has reality gotten YOU in this life???
FATHER: AT YOUR PRESENT RATE I WILL NOT LIVE TO SEE YOU SUCEED
SON: so then do me a favor LIE, if you dont think im gonna make it before you die then just give me fake support
FATHER: BUT
FATHER: IM REAL
FATHER: ALWAYS BEEN REAL
FATHER: THATS WHY I DONT DRINK
FATHER: DONT DO DRUGS
SON: nobodies talkin about drugs dad
FATHER: AND DIDNT CHEAT UNLESS CHEATED ON
SON: all im talkin about is getting a degree
FATHER: ME NEITHER JUST STATING THE FACTS
FATHER: AND OF ALL PEOPLE WHY WOULD ANY 1 WANT THERE DAD TO SUPPORT BS
FATHER: SON THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IN LIFE IS TO SURVIVE
FATHER: ANY THING MORE IS GREAT
SON: b cuz at least w fake support i actually feel like i have you standing behind me in what i do instead of feeling like you give me the cold shoulder like you do in everything that i do
FATHER: YOUR BROTHER BUCKED THE SYSTEM HIS WHOLE LIFE SO FAR
SON: HOW CAN YOU SETTLE FOR MEDIOCRE?????
FATHER: U HAVE TO
SON: y ? bcuz the government and society says i have to?
FATHER: YUP
FATHER: DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE IN THE US ACTUALLY CONTROLL THE MONEY HERE
SON: ok dad seriously where would your “society” be without the people like me that took the incentive to take the great leap of faith and hope for greatness?
FATHER: 1 IN 50,000 SUCCEED
FATHER: AND IN THE MEAN TIME PEOPLE LIKE YOUR WORKING MOTHER HAVE TO SUPPORT YOUR DREAM LIFE
FATHER: AND ME
SON: i like those odds dad, how many ppl are there in the world 7 BILLION um thats 140000 in the world not just the US successful ppl dad
12/29/2009 7:00:32 AM
*= information i added
i only want opinions on this conversation im not here to rant or complain i just want some opinions from what everyone that reads this thinks
What One Thing Do You Really Want To Do Before You Die?
February 28, 2010
For me this is my list:
1. Have sex on the Beach.
2. Go to Italy.
3. Be in 2 places at once.
4. Take a bath in Mudd…
5. Surf.
6. Be happy!
7. Have 20 Grandchildren!
8. See Paris!
9. Eat anything I would like with no worries.
10. To have my dad love me.
Would You Let Your Children Die Before You Denied Christ?
February 28, 2010
hypothetically speaking, if a gunner came up to you, and no one else was around or knew you were in trouble, what would you do in the following situations. (For Christians only)
1. a gunner says he is an atheist, and tells you that he is out killing all none-atheists. He then asks you whether you believe in god.
Would you say yes or not, these are your only options.
2. The same situation as above, except your son/daughter (if you don’t have one, replace with another close loved one) but this time, he puts the gun to your loved ones head (who can’t speak, mouth’s duct taped) and asks you whether you believe in god.
what do you answer?
Have You Thought Of A Plan Of Things You Want To Do Before You Die?
February 28, 2010
what are some of them?
Honestly What Do You Think Of This Poem?
February 27, 2010
Dreaming is just another illusion
An illusion that makes you feel amazing
A dream you think will never end
But just like any dream
It’s too good to be true
Then you wake up to a reality
A reality that hurt before
But now hurts even more
Because now you know what you’re missing
Then you stop and wish that that dream didn’t die so fast
And you spend the reality thinking of the dream
That’s the only oasis to the desert of life
Our dreams is what get us through life
They are the things we learn from our mistakes
They are the things that make us stronger
And they are the things that isolate us
Dreams make us superheroes
But when we wake up, they are the things that turn us to villains
Those dreams are what make us shield ourselves
And they are what make us let our guard down
Because once u have a dream
Its like a drug
You spend your life searching for that first high
But you just sabotage yourself and make it worst
So here’s the one lesson you should learn from dreams
They aren’t real
Once you learn that, you learn to enjoy reality the best you can
And Turn the dreams into the villains.
What Are Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die?
February 27, 2010
Anything in the world, anything you want to do, like, see a red sky at night, or sleep all day and party all night, anything…what are three things??
Happy Holidays!
Name 5 Things You Want To Do Before You Die?
February 27, 2010
1.Go on top of a grass hill and sing my heart out
2. Change someones life for the better
3. Have a long happy life with the love of my life (future hubby)
4.Travel the world
5. Be a voice over on a cartoon (haha)
Suggestions Of Fun/meaninful Things To Do Before I Die =)?
February 27, 2010
The more you can list, and the more creative you are, the better. Thanks! =)
What Do You Want To Do Before You Die? What Do You Hope To Accomplish, Do Or See?
February 26, 2010
I would probably want to go sky diving. I would want to tell people that i care about that i care about them. I would probably want to see the world. I would want to go swimming with dolphins and on the coral reef. ANd last by not least i would want to let my hair down and just be my self and LIVE like there were no fears in life and no worries.
Is There A Medical Reason Why My Mother Is Crazy Or Does She Actually Know That The Things She Does Are Wrong?
February 25, 2010
I swear my mother is crazy or looney in someway or the other, im not just saying this becuase we dont really get along.i have three older sisters and two little brothers, as a child i adored my mother i thought the world of her i wanted to be just like her i thought everyone loved the person that she was (but that was me looking at her threw the eyes of a child ) my sisters and i learned at a younge age that there was something different about our mother, say for instense we would be at wal-mart and take a box of cookies up to her and ask if we can uy them she replied no you cant have those bananas weird huh? but all the real drama started when i was about thirteen my mother started asking me o go places with her wich was strange cause she never waned anything really to do with me, but i didnt care i loved her and was excited that she was finally choosing me over my older sisters. so we went everywhere together then she started going to this guys house alot and she would take me with her , i had known this guy from when i was younger he would always come to the house cause i thought he was friends with my oldest sister hes not that much older then her. so when we would go to this gus house mom would always tell me not to tell any one where we went that it was our secret, i liked that i liked that me and mom had secrets i felt special ….she didnt want me to tell my dad , at the time i dint know that mom was cheating on dad i thought we were just going places that we werent , and she knew i would never tell my dad cause she drilled it into my head that he was a evil and horrible person that didnt love me and that little girls should only love there mommys so i grew up hating my dad . which no i am greatly sorry for . but any ways my mom started taking me with her every night and she would tell my dad that i needed to go to the store for something so we would go to this guys house or his mechanic shop i would sit in one room they would leave and go to another one i would sit by myself for hours wondering what are they doing she did this to me for two years everynight we would say we were going somewhere ,,, dad wasnt stupid he knew, she would keep me out till like 4 or five in the morning i did horrible in school i failed alot of classes cause i would always be so tired, i finally realized that she didnt love me she was just using me , using me for an excuse to get out of the house. so i stoped going places with her wich made her mad and we stared fighting alot i didnt care i wanted my life back ,my sisters hated me cause they knew what was going on and wanted me to tell my dad but i just couldt i was ashamed . mom began to lie so much that i think she would believe in her own lies , and she will lie about the most stupidest things like one day i asked her what did she eat for lunch i knew she had nothing she said she said i had subway . just stupid crap, on my sisters graduation day mom mom asked me if i needed anything from walmart i told her hair spray she left we didnt see her for three months no phone call nothing it was my dad and sister and 2 little brothers my dad tried so hard to be a dad and a mom at the same time but we were all happy cause she left things were great mom and dad didnt fight anymore cause there was no mom to fight with then one day she came back then left the next then a month later she came back again five days before christmas , my dad had not drank in over 10 years and hat night for some reason he drank alot i really dont know what happened that night i was at a friends but i assume they had been fighting he was drunk he got in his truck left the house and approximetly 30 sec from our house he wrecked and died , the sick part to my story when something like that happens the state takes pictures of the accident and one day like a year after the acciendent my mom came to pick me up to take me to my sisters dress fitting for her wedding and im riding in the car and i needed to put something in the glove box i go to open it and mom says there are pictures of your dad in there you want to see them i was thinking they were happy good pictures , keep in mind my little brothers are in the back seat i open the envolope and its pictures of the wreck with my dad layin on the gound bloody just horrible im thinking how you stupid ***** how could u let me see these . i took them and gave them to my boyfiend to burn i didnt want anyone else to ever see what i had saw.she is sick in the head some how some way .also after dad died my mom tells my that he wasnt even my dad that my dad lives in tennese which was true but she never told my dad that died that he wasnt my father and the guy she would always go see in the begging of the story she told me that he is the father to my 2 little bothers . thats somemessed up stuff , plus its been almost 3 years since dad died and she lies to people constantly about stupid stuff i think she does it because dad is not here anmore for her to lie to so she